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Friday, April 12, 2013

Fear, Contact, Diving, Dancing

I write this today as I sit down in a shady spot and listen to some rock n roll and relax some until I go to a class today for something I feel drawn to, and barely understand why.

I have chosen to learn contact improv dance. Here is a link to a great informative site with a great deal of information about the fairly young dance style. It is actually younger than I am, but more and more seems to be that way everyday. LOL.  http://www.contactquarterly.com/contact-improvisation/about/cq_ciAbout.php
This is a good instructive video for beginners. 

I ponder the topic and I begin to shed light on what I seek by going. I want to continue to learn more about trusting people. Larger circles. Spiraling outward. I wanna make as much of the universe aware of the beauty of life. That's why I write. It reminds me. I guess it's nice to get positive reinforcement from my work.

I am realizing that dancing can be a form of therapy. One we all can use. In higher doses. More love, less fear, more growth, less regression. Our daily claim on existence , expressed in such beautiful form. What is there to be afraid of?

It is also intimate on a certain level to touch and share the forces of gravity in the way required for contact improv dance.

I have the benefit of a lifetime(4.3) decades or so, of athletics and some dancing ability so I am not going in blindly. I certainly am no health purist. I lead a healthy lifestyle bit could change some things to be healthier. The point is, I am a novice.

This endeavor, a new one, gives me a chance to learn about myself and others at the same time. I prefer it that way to solitary time. I will write no more now, pre class.  The next paragraph will be post class. Look for changes. I will be.

The first thing that came to mind as I stretched on the hardwood floor of the studio was how the huge open windows looked east over the city to the distant peaks of the Cascades. I felt safe, and was awash with the images, and memories, of countless hours, alone,. at peace amongst the Douglas Firs, and sword ferns of the foothills. I also noticed the absence of music. WTH? This was dancing. No music?

I watched a couple of people roll and writhe, and lift each other off the floor, and decided to rolol near them. In a matter of minutes I was transformed. I touched and rolled and writhed, and lifted, and was lifted.
The trust I was seeking came without effort, and the reward was infinite, and timeless.

I felt like I had gotten a great massage, gotten rid of a great deal of negative energy I had been storing.  I realized how important having my mind, soul, and body, aligned both internally, and outwardly are to happiness. All for a low donation. LOL.

If anyone has a curiosity about the dance style, I hope this answered a few questions. Now follow the advice of the Grateful Dead. "TURN ON YOUR LOVE LIGHT, AND LEAVE IT ON!"


Monday, April 8, 2013

BUGZ, AND THUGZ, AND LADYBUGZ

Riverbank Sunday in Colorado
The neatest effect a silvery liquid shadow

River rolls by and people run
I sit here thinking and having fun

See some herons dancing in the sky
I like babies and I know why

Time stands still on the riverbank
Kill the rumor mill on the goodness bank

Goodness and love from below and above

Goodness and love from below and above

The whole wide world on the back of a dove
The love from above fits like a glove

Envelop yourself in some warm fine hugs
sit by the river with the ladybugs

Bums and Thugs, and those that use drugs
they all agree to love ladybugs

Goodness and love from below and above
Goodness and love from below and above

Time to share it, I can't spare it